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"Being abused your whole life isn't nice. Being told that you are not worthy and being punished for all the little mistakes is not nice. I have never had a normal childhood, that includes my siblings. I think if a person asks me the definition of normal I won't know but i think im slowly learning what it is." 

Join a girl as she navigates her way through her last year of highschool, dealing with abuse while she tries to find herself in the midst of everything. Will she be able to overcome the obstacles that come her way or would she crumble and give up on life.


DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO ABUSE, DEPRESSION, SUICIDE, RAPE AND MATURE LANGUAGE AND LESBIAN FICTION. 

☆All names, characters and places are fictious. Any resemblance is purely coincidental.

Hope you read and enjoy the book.

Started: 8 January 2023.
Finished: 3 October 2023.
Edited: 8 January 2024 (but you may come across some spelling errors. Sorry about that.)All Rights Reserved

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