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"Some things are better left unsaid." Ana murmured chewing her cheek. 

Ana knew that phrase all too well; always the collected friend, giving advice, listening, comforting. Exhausting, keeping her own feelings buried. 

At nineteen years old Ana felt she was missing something; that romance she was so sick of giving the same advice no one ever took, saving relationships- the relationships that could've been hers given different circumstances. 

She convinced herself is was wrong, that as their relationship grew her feelings would diminish, yet the uneasy butterflies in her stomach only enlarged with her jealousy. Even after what he did she found herself fantasizing of what could've been- what should've been all along if she hadn't dismissed her feelings. 

She never believed she was capable of loving someone until the jade orbs boarded into her ocean eyes. She knew she loved him more than her, but was being with him only another dirty desire?

But maybe if they the truth of what happened that night her secret wouldn't be so wrong...

**//SEQUEL TO MY CIGARETTE MAN//**All Rights Reserved

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Crestwood Academy by ClementinesTea

After an unfortunate event lands him in jail, a seventeen-year-old boy finds himself without options. That is, until the headmaster of a prestigious boarding school for troubled teens gives him an option that will change his life forever. ***** "You're not like the others." Daria looks up at me, her green eyes warming the inner depths of my heart with ease. "What do you mean?" I ask. "You feel bad about what you did. Not many people here do. That's the difference between people who do bad things and people who are just evil." ***** 𝐉𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐂𝐡𝐨𝐢 𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫 🖤 "𝘛𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘯 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘣𝘰𝘵𝘩 𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘴" - 𝘋𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘥 𝘝𝘪𝘴𝘤𝘰𝘵𝘵 𝘈 𝘴𝘩𝘺, 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦, 𝘢𝘸𝘬𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘣𝘰𝘺 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦. 𝘏𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘳. ~~~~~ 𝐃𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐚 𝐕𝐢𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐌𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐫 💜 "𝘈 𝘧𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘴𝘰𝘮 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘦, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦." - 𝘔𝘢𝘹 𝘔𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘳 𝘈 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘧𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘵, 𝘺𝘦𝘵 𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦. 𝘏𝘦𝘳 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘵𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘰𝘳. ~~~~~ Two teenagers seek refuge in one another in the midst of a world full of pain and hardship where darkness consumes. But where there is darkness, there is light.

The Forbidden Chase To Soar by creations_tr

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