Tilted Where He Stands
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Last published Mon, Jun 22, 2015
"I released the breaths that had been pounding their way into my lungs and with them the deleterious, monstrosity of emotions that had been threatening to surface exited my body and poisoned the air around my head..."
Not being able to control your emotions shouldn't exactly make you some kind of circus act, now should it?
Apparently it does, and one experiment after the other leads to a new kind of broken that neither one of the doctors could ever have predicted. Maybe it's how he loved that one man, without anything romanticised that shouldn't of been. Maybe it's the way he was treated, showered with anything he asked. It could be relevant to all the greedy things the project members would say while pretending they didn't know he could hear them. They thought they could take it all away, that he would listen forever.
They'll never find out why and now it's far too late for them.
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