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Ongoing, First published Feb 11, 2015
I stared at the window, crying. Remembering what just happened. 
Why am I not good enough for the world. 
I did everything they wanted me to do. 
I listened and obeyed. 
Yet they throw me out with the rest of them. 
Why can't I just fit in.

And now all of a sudden this teenage boy comes into my life. 
He sees my pain and is the first person besides my brother to help me with all of this torture. 
I am very grateful for his help, but its not enough.
I need more than bandages to cover up my bruises.
I need more than medicine to take away my pain. 
I need more than this life that I have.

I want to be free.
Free from this prison that is my home.
Free from this monster that is my father.
Free from these chains that are holding me back from living a normal life.

I want a fresh start.
I want to start over.
I wish I had a loving father and mother.
I wish I had a good school to go to.
I wish that I could be loved.

But I'm being too selfish.
I could never deserve those things.
I'm only a 15 year old girl.
What could I do?
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Highest ranked- #10 in action 2/16/2017 A promotion. That's all I wanted. I didn't want to run for my life. I didn't want to be kidnapped. I didn't want to face death. I didn't want to find out my whole life was a lie. I just wanted a bloody promotion. Guess fate had other plans? **** The cold air fanned over my face as I opened the door. The exit door lead to the back of the building so it was pitch black. I leaned against the wall trying to control myself. Blood was running down my arm and head. My hair was stuck to my face from all the sweat and blood. Everything was spinning around me and the ground seemed like it was shaking. Groaning I sat down and put my head on my knees. He knows who I am. He knows how I look like. He knows where I work so possible knows where I live. I am not safe anymore... no where. While I was in my own world I heard faint sounds behind me but I didn't bother to look or run away. The footsteps got closer and I was pretty sure it was Walker's men. I should run. I should try to fight. But what's the point in trying to run away? He would eventually find me and if he has his way he would most likely kill me. If this is my fate then why am I trying to fight it? I felt someone harshly grab my waist and pull me up and I complied. They dragged me down the alley and into the busy street. I heard the opening of a car and the next thing I knew I was being thrown into a car. My head hit the hard leather seat and the door shut behind me. Maybe this is how my life will end. Maybe I should just let it happen. Maybe I was destined to die alone as a no one. With that I let the darkness consume me.