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Now or Never

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Parts 5
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18 boys boyxboy lgbt lgbtlove trauma

Junior is about to turn 18 and doesn't know what he wants to do once he graduates high school. Suddenly he realizes that he has a crush on his childhood friend, Victor, and if things couldn't get any worse, Victor's older brother hates Junior. What is he to do? Read to find out what happens :D

DISCLAIMER: This story does contain strong language, violence, sexual, and emotionally heavy senses. Reader's discretion is advised.All Rights Reserved

18 boys boyxboy lgbt lgbtlove trauma

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