If I Wasn't So Troubled
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Essie Williams has been a victim of domestic abuse for 7 years and an underpaid worker for 4, as she navigates the cruel challenges of her unjust life she meets a man who then suddenly seems to be everywhere she is. He's at her work, at her hideout, in her head, and her heart. Will she open herself up or suffer in silence forever? Is she ready to accept the secret this man brings but the unconditional love that goes with it?
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