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Forever Amiss

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"Why are the petals falling?"

Two voices, two worlds, two goals! Rachel and Lolade are speaking. What will be their conclusions? Rachel has lost her beloved friend and like a detective, she shuffles through various suspects and reasons. Whereas, buried in books and articles, Lolade combs the array of choices he could pick as a career. He longs to live with passion and she longs to find her answers. They weave and loose, they speak and think, for a better life ahead.  Unfortunately, something is amiss about it all. Their ideologies, thoughts, facts and conclusions may be faulty? Will they be able to find out what is amiss about it all?

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"When will I ever look in the mirror and like what I see?" - Rachel. 

"I need a purpose driven life" - Lolade.

 This book has hidden meanings in every word and what you conclude may not be the actual truth. To find out what is forever amiss, you need to dig deeper into this unique story and by the end of this journey, you will understand the big picture- how all the pieces of your life fit together. 

Forever Amiss is an inspirational, powerful and intriguing book that uncovers the depth of human emotions.All Rights Reserved

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