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I tried living but I can't stop thinking about death

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killer normal normie

I tried living the life society expected of me 
Earning money
helping people
having friends 
marriage
having children
I did it
I have a job
A loving fiance who wants to have kids
A home
Insurance
But why do I feel so empty
I thought I would feel whole when I found my true love,
a stable job, a home
but all I feel now is emptiness
and a desire to kill...All Rights Reserved

killer normal normie

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