How do you heal?
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Complete, First published Nov 06, 2022
Annie Gardner ran away from the pain. Rather than dealing with it she just started her life over. With the help of her dads old friend, Tony Stark, she moved to New York to start again but getting away doesn't mean the problems are gone. Can she step out of the ghost state she's been living in by herself or will she need help?

I do not own Marvel characters. Annie and her family are all original characters. 

This is my first attempt at writing anything outside of college essays and it's long and fluffy and some parts are there just for fun and do not really add anything to the plot but I hope you enjoy. 

TW: There is some talk of self harm and parental abuse.
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