(DISCONTINUED) MENTAL ILLNESS-ticci toby x male reader

all i knew about relashionships, love and friends was from the internet, and it wasnt much. But that all changed since that night, that special evening i felt happy. And that boy, that boy might be the reason of my joy and happyness. After all, i couldnt get over the fact i liked him, i mean we started meeting up more and more, i learned something only a few people know about him, which startled me. He wasnt a good person. But i couldnt just leave him, he was my only joy outside my house, i actually liked him. And i thought nothing could stop us until... Until it happened.