Shadows and Serenades (Phan)
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  • Reads 1,692
  • Votes 93
  • Parts 6
  • Time 50m
Ongoing, First published Feb 11, 2015
""I still sometimes think that I am nothing but an insane ill british guy with an emo fringe and hair darker than the shadows in my mind. Most of the time, I just try to forget my disease, I try to muffle the voices and ignore the shadows. But I am always living in this constant fear. This constant state of distress, this constant numbness and hysteria. And deep in the back of my mind, there is a voice. A voice that has been playling in the back of my mind ever since I was first diagnosed, and it repeats, always, like a constant broken record."Phil, You have Schizophrenia.""
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Dan Howell suffers from schizophrenia. The voices in his head tell him to do horrible things to himself and others, but the only thing grounding him to earth is the clouds in the sky. Phil Lester has sever depression and is struggling to keep going each day. All his life he had been a mer shell of a man. When they meet one day by fate, how will it all play out?