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a Note to my Depression

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Everyone already left, why are you still here?
-depression

This a letter to all those who are constantly struggling to find a will to live, like me. A compilation of my unheard thoughts and bottled emotions. I hope we all make it through, may we never lose the thread that keeps from letting go.All Rights Reserved

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The Days With No Sun ni hello-no-one

Sometimes we fear truth over reality. But things get dark and heavy and we play the blame game. We end up hurting others or ourselves even. We don't think before we act or we don't say before we do. This is the evolution of my madness. A cluster of rants and thoughts and poems for you guys. Everything is written how I wanted it to be rants will be long with few pauses and there will be mistakes I might have skipped over. Aha. Poems at the beginning from when I was 15 years old to now when Im 18. Truly a visual of my writing evolution. Edited by @ChemicalStarling who writes a lot but never posts! Read on, loves. I'll see you on the other side...

From The Heart <3 (Poems And Short Stories) ni bobbybillytommy

Random poetry? Just for practices and such, lots of them will be deleted 😂, but here's for the ones who'll stay

loss for words ni bitter-espresso

every day I'm left at a loss for words. ✘CW: mentions of suicide and self-harm © 2017-2023 alexxiajay, all rights reserved *i wrote this collection in 2017, i have only updated it recently. (fixed some grammatical errors, and changed a few things, but otherwise, i've tried to leave it true to form) *all images are from google, i do not own any of them

Broken Promise////Billie Eilish ni chocolatey_love

"But you said! you told me you love me!" I yelled at her tears streaming down my face. She looks at me and shrugs smiling, "I didn't mean it. I was just playing around. Wanted to know what it was like. And you know I love him." "You wrote it! 'If I love you was a promise would you break it if your honest' it was a promise! you can't break a promise!" I sob out clenching the end of my shirt tightly. "How old are you? Fucking 10? Promises are made to be broken. At least I'm being true to staying honest. Wake up y/n, this is reality. I'm not even gay! I was just curious." She says rolling her eyes. "So you chose me to play with? To hurt? You think my feelings aren't valid just because I'm a lesbian? So you play with my feelings! You're just a selfish bitch! I fucking hate you Billie!" I yell unable to control my emotions anymore. "Okay? Well if that was it, I'm leaving. Brandon's waiting for me in the car." She says with a laugh. I look up to met her ocean eyes filled with amusement and accomplishment. I look at her with disgust and walk away. Away from her, hopefully forever.

Anxiety ni sometimeswegetsad

Anxiety is not a joke. This is based on Anxiety, some poems and what not. So, enjoy. Some of these aren't mine, the owners get the credit. (Most came off this website; http://hellopoetry.com with the Anxiety hash-tag) I am using other people's poems and words because its hard to describe. And these poems honestly need to be seen by others. Any hateful comments, will be deleted. Thank you for reading. **WARNING** I guess this is a little triggering. Not really sure, but I'm just warning you now.

72 hours ni Bleached_pubes

Aliyah's been struggling with depression for years, so she's given herself 72 hours to live, but when she meets Billie her plan becomes more difficult and her friendships start to fall apart. Will she stay for Billie or continue with her plan? ⚠️TW⚠️ Mentions of -depression -suicide -self harm -death (Starts slow but just trust the process) 🥇 -#1 billieeilish -#1 eilish -#1 blohsh -#1 billieilish -#1 les -#1 oconnell -#1 Baird -#1 Claudia -#1 billiefanfiction -#1 billiefanfic -#1 depression -#1 Billie -#2 finneas -#4 hte -#7 wwafawdwg

Someone New ni wambuimuiruriii

"There comes a point where you no longer care if there's a light at the end of the tunnel or not. You're just sick of the tunnel." - Who I am doesn't matter. How I got here doesn't matter. What matters now is I'm getting help, right? That's what they tell me here. They tell me that the road to recovery feels like a terrible butt fuck, but the fact that you're on the path to begin with, is all that matters. So as I sit in this circle of fuck ups, I realize just how different I am from them. I didn't attempt suicide because my mother was a crack addict who didn't want me. My father wasn't abusive. I didn't have a sibling die in a car accident. I was never really bullied either. I attempted suicide because, for the first time in years, I thought I had found something that could make me feel again... and after not feeling much at all for far too long, perhaps I went a bit overboard

You're Supposed To Be//Billie Eilish ni its_yourfavgirl

"oh my god, help. i'm dead. her eyes. her eyes, dude." ----- obviously willow had heard of the famous billie eilish already, i mean, how could you not. but until then she'd never really cared who that eilish-girl was. scarred from her past, willow liked the new feeling of being appreciated and soon falls for the singer. although billie herself, has struggles to come clear with her own and new feelings for the other girl. are they supposed to be? ----- - strong language - brief mentions of suicide and depression - smut ----- achieved: 2 in #lesbian (april 2022) 4 in #gxg (july 2022) 2 in #billieeilish (august 2022) 1 in #wlw (august 2022) 1 in #concert (december 2022) 3 in #billie (march 2023) 1 in #finneas (april 2023)

kiss me eilish ni madison_barrettxo1

𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐞𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦 𝐨𝐜 --𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 𝐌𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐚 𝐟𝐚𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐥𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐫, 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐩𝐨𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐫 𝐚𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐩𝐚𝐠𝐞 @𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐢𝐬𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫. 𝐎𝐧𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐚 𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐟𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 . --𝐎𝐑 𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐞𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐨. 𝐅𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚 𝐟𝐚𝐧. 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐃 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝: 𝟐/𝟎𝟖/𝟐𝟒

She's got me twisted. // B i l l i e E i l i s h ni Brogay94

World tours, TV shows, deadlines, millions of fans, anxiety, depression, they're just a few things Billie has to worry about. But when she meets your not so typical college computer nerd, can she help ease her burdens? CEO of awful description's. Gxg, g!p, #bottombillie #1 in billieeilish #4 in girlxgirl #1 in Gay And more than I can't be bothered typing.

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From The Heart <3 (Poems And Short Stories) cover

loss for words cover

Broken Promise////Billie Eilish cover

Someone New cover

You're Supposed To Be//Billie Eilish cover

kiss me eilish cover

She's got me twisted. // B i l l i e E i l i s h cover

The Days With No Sun

Sometimes we fear truth over reality. But things get dark and heavy and we play the blame game. We end up hurting others or ourselves even. We don't think before we act or we don't say before we do. This is the evolution of my madness. A cluster of rants and thoughts and poems for you guys. Everything is written how I wanted it to be rants will be long with few pauses and there will be mistakes I might have skipped over. Aha. Poems at the beginning from when I was 15 years old to now when Im 18. Truly a visual of my writing evolution. Edited by @ChemicalStarling who writes a lot but never posts! Read on, loves. I'll see you on the other side...

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