The Screams, the blood,
The tears,
'Your psycho! Your crazy!' The voices are keep repeating that in her head.
The same voices, always the same voices.
'Im not crazy' camila kept telling herself, terrified of the girl she used to know, but not anymore.
The brunet keep holding her head while sitting on her knees in pain, and trying to stop the same voices.
'You're crazy'
'Your not'
'Your a creep'
'You're Not!
The Dialogue that never stop in her head,
Even with the fighting with her head and her thoughts, its just doesn't wont to stop, the voice that keep hunting her.
Images of horror passes in front of her closed eyes.
'I need help'
'You dont need help' the voices telling her,
"Camila!" Sound a voice out of the bathroom door "camz Open the damn door!"
Came the voice from the outside, a human voice, warm, caring human, not like the voices in her head it's a real voice, the only person that can save her from herself and the voices.
But at the same time make them stronger.
The bathroom door swung open, revealing the only person that can save Camila,
but can also kill her at the same time.
This girl.
this girl is a drug and camila is addicted to her.
Shes a poison that can kill her any minute now.
Her clarity, and her remedy.
Camila's life and death,
The lover and the biggest enemy of the brunet.
Shes torn
almost like the voices in her head,
The madness creeps slowly in to her head.
Lauren jauregui, camila killer, and saver.
the angel and the devil of camila.
I know some people who are fucked up. People who are so messed up in the head that when there is any sort of peace in their household, relationship, or life in any way; they become restless.
Their mind is reprobate; good is bad, and evil is good.
They are repetitively destructive; they crave drama, arguments, and will seek to destroy their own happiness to fulfill this addiction.
They don't know love, peace, or joy.
It's foreign to them.
Serenity is their enemy.
Peace is their problem.
Love is a terrorist.
Being dysfunctional is their normal.
Misery is religion.
Camila Cabello x Lauren Jauregui
(Five Part Oneshot)
[Mature Content]
{Trigger Warning} ⚠️
(Cover designed by: @msdrunkinlove)