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I Always Will

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(Twilight Fanfic) What happens when the person you're supposed to spend forever with is suddenly gone? 

Paul Lahote has spent the last year wallowing in a pit of despair of his own making, unsure of if or how he'll get over the death of Rachel. Just when he's about to hit rock bottom, someone from his past arrives back in La Push, carrying the same darkness as his own.

Briony has returned to the area to fix up her grandparents' cabin, but really, it's to run away from a press obsessed with documenting her husband's tragically young death and her near spiral in coping with it. She knows she needs to move on, but it's so damn hard.

Can Paul and Briony find a way back to life? And even if they do, what comes next?

TW: Death, Grief, Mentions of Suicidal ThoughtsAll Rights Reserved

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Lost by KingHenryXIII

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Letting Go by xomaddy2603

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I didnt mean it ( Completed) by vampiregirlhere18

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"Its been one year and eight months since, and now all of a sudden you bring her up, why now? Out of all days?" I ask Jake sincerely. "I can see the act your putting up in front of everyone. The recklessness and all. You can get away with all of that with everyone else, but you can't fool me Bil," Jake tells me concerningly. "Why does it matter? I moved on, I have Drew. I'm not stuck on her anymore. Clearly - I've proven that by now," I say to Jake. "Do you mean that sincerely?" Jake asks me. I huff before looking back at Jake. "Yes. I do," I say to him truthfully. "Alright well. Finneas decided that it was best that I'd break the news to you," Jake says before sitting up in his seat. I look at him with my eyebrows furrowed, and suddenly a deep trench of anxiety forms in the pit of my stomach. "What is it?" I ask him. He hesitates before speaking. "Lilith is coming back to LA to work on the stage crew," Jake says. My eyes slightly widen. Fuck. ~~~ A year has gone by and now Lilith is back. Although a reunion is coming up, a year can change a person drastically, and as they say, change is inevitable. Will Lilith be able to reconnect with Billie? Or is it seemingly hopeless? Will Lilith finally remember Billie? Or did change form Lilith into a completely different person? ~~~ (This is the Second Book to the first book called 'Sweet Belladonna'. I highly recommend you go back to read the first one before continuing on reading this one, or else you'll be majorly confused.) ~~~ AU (Alternate Universe); Though some characters are real, this is fiction. Keep that in mind. Will contain explicit language, depression, anxiety episodes, violence, smoking, drinking, trauma, drugs, and real-life events that occur. +18 Votes and Comments help me a ton, so please feel free to do so.

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