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I Always Will

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Time 4h 13m

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(Twilight Fanfic) What happens when the person you're supposed to spend forever with is suddenly gone? 

Paul Lahote has spent the last year wallowing in a pit of despair of his own making, unsure of if or how he'll get over the death of Rachel. Just when he's about to hit rock bottom, someone from his past arrives back in La Push, carrying the same darkness as his own.

Briony has returned to the area to fix up her grandparents' cabin, but really, it's to run away from a press obsessed with documenting her husband's tragically young death and her near spiral in coping with it. She knows she needs to move on, but it's so damn hard.

Can Paul and Briony find a way back to life? And even if they do, what comes next?

TW: Death, Grief, Mentions of Suicidal ThoughtsAll Rights Reserved

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Maribell had a promising life ahead of her, and a family that loved her. She didn't realize how much she took for granted until she lost her life. Now in order to rest in peace, Maribell needs to learn how to cope with the emotional chains holding her back. Through the help of a new friend, will she be able to find the peace she needs? ***** A/N: This story was inspired by a true event that occurred near where I live. A woman (who had kids and a husband) had lost her life. This initially started a spiral of thoughts leading to the creation of this story. There are a lot of mirroring qualities between my life and Maribell's, but unlike the lovely woman who had passed (I personally don't know her, but may she rest in peace), I don't have kids or a significant other, so I had to put my own spin on things. I also added in texting and driving, because the combination is unsafe. May you find this story to be as eye opening as I did when I wrote it! Comments and votes are welcomed and encouraged. Enjoy reading!

The Immortals by Arrihanna

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Lost by KingHenryXIII

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Plan Heartbreak by IzzyWhite

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Tell No Lies by Rubberduckz84

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My Purgatory Hell

Maribell had a promising life ahead of her, and a family that loved her. She didn't realize how much she took for granted until she lost her life. Now in order to rest in peace, Maribell needs to learn how to cope with the emotional chains holding her back. Through the help of a new friend, will she be able to find the peace she needs? ***** A/N: This story was inspired by a true event that occurred near where I live. A woman (who had kids and a husband) had lost her life. This initially started a spiral of thoughts leading to the creation of this story. There are a lot of mirroring qualities between my life and Maribell's, but unlike the lovely woman who had passed (I personally don't know her, but may she rest in peace), I don't have kids or a significant other, so I had to put my own spin on things. I also added in texting and driving, because the combination is unsafe. May you find this story to be as eye opening as I did when I wrote it! Comments and votes are welcomed and encouraged. Enjoy reading!