i lived here i loved here i thought it was true i feel so stupid and so used
imnotsadimjustlonely
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imnotsadimjustlonely
Ongoing, First published Nov 10, 2022
Mature
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Tommys family is ignoring him. It's like he's not even there, they don't even look in his direction anymore at least before they gave him some sort of attention, even if it was the bad kind. But now they don't even give him a 'shut up' when he talks.

or: sbi's 'ignoring' Tommy he has a nightmare and then he finds out why his families ignoring him
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MOSTLY ALL TW IN TAGS!!!!!!!!
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