The Past That Hold Us Together
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Ongoing8m
Last published Thu, Dec 8, 2022
My eyes stare, following his hands as he grabs her hips, pulling her in, looking at her with love. I stay, watching as everything unfolds before me. He kissed her without realizing what was going on. He kissed her neck down to the place that I should be touching, averting my eyes at the painful truth.
How could she claim to love me but never choose me? I was a fool to love with no assurance, knowing there was a slim chance of success but taking the risk that destroyed my heart, my trust however my love is too much that I can't seem to see the truth, knowing what the future hold but choose the impossible wishing for it to be possible.
Tears streamed down my cheeks before I knew it. I wiped it, stopping it from falling, yet as much as I tried, the more it fell. I ran as fast as I could away from the pain.
A/N: Please read for your own entertainment. I wrote this when I just couldn't get this kind of scenario out of my mind, so here I am letting it out. This might be a one-shot deal, but we will see.
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