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I'm Not a Weapon......Not anymore(Hated Human Crescent Rose)

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Time 1h 48m

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Ruby Rose Was My Wielder,My Creator,My Partner,My Friend and............My Love....Until She Wasn't!I thought I was Her everything,Her Baby,Her Sweetheart,Her Love But No,It was all A Lie!I was NOTHING To her....Nothing but a Tool and That's all i ever Would've been but......Not Anymore,Not ever Again!I'll try to find My purpose in Life And I DON'T NEED HER!even if i'm on my own,I'll be Okay....because I'm Not a Weapon!.....Not anymore at least.All Rights Reserved

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