(jaylor) don't blame me.
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  • Parts 15
  • Time 3h 21m
Ongoing, First published Nov 15, 2022
Mature
is this the end of all the endings?

Taylor is introduced to Joe at the Met Gala in 2016 - and just because she leaves wearing another man's jacket... doesn't mean that he isn't on her mind. That's the problem. It is practically impossible for her to get him out of her head. The gorgeous, blonde haired man that she first lay eyes on in a crowded room as he reached for a glass of champagne. 

She might climb into the car on her way home to Calvin Harris, or Adam Wiles, as she knows him, she might look down at her hands and see Tom Hiddleston's suit jacket, his cufflinks and all. She might be doing all of those things - but she's thinking about what her first text message to Joe Alwyn is going to be. She's thinking about his hands around the cold glass of champagne, of the fact he knows how to play the piano. Of the fact he called her gorgeous, and told her she was shining on the dance floor.

And so begins their illicit love affair. Initially in quiet dive bars and in dusty motel bedrooms, with promises at midnight and forgotten reputations, then at concerts and restaurants and childhood bedrooms. 

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This is the story of Taylor Swift and Joe Alwyn's relationship, which follows closely to the timeline of their relationship, with a few changes here and there.
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"What happens when the person you thought you could trust turns into a full blown nightmare... Will you ever be able to heal from the damage? Will life ever be the same again? Well, does love even exist?" Taylor and Joe have been in a relationship for quite some time. It started out perfectly, fairytale-like even, but with each and every day the bond they once shared, starts to crumble, slowly but steadily. All because the actor doesn't seem to be able to handle the singer's fame. Despite all the warning sings, Taylor chooses to stay with him, watches as he turns her life into a living hell...Will she ever find her way out of his suffocating grip?