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Through Sin + Self-Destruction

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Parts 8
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Aubree is a 5'0 model, with long black hair and big blue eyes. She accepted a roll in the Asking Alexandira music video, Through Sin + Self-Destruction. This is a hard task for a shy girl, but to break out of her shell, she knows she needs to go through great lengths. When Ben Bruce takes this shy beauty on a ride in his life of partying, she gets to see, first hand, his self destruction, and personal downfall.  Can she stand watching the man she's only known for a short time slowly kill himself?

 

~ Disclainmer! ~

This is a Ben Bruce fan fiction. I know, in the video "Through Sin + Self-Destruction" the actress is Belladonna, but in this story, I changed it to Aubree. So don't get confused. (: I own none of the Asking Alexandria stuuuuff. 

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