Sweet Poison

[Teenage Life]
-Ayra... A teenager who is confused about the mess of her life. She is lost. She dwells in darkness even when her presence spreads light. She was drowning in her grief and thought that love will save her, it will hide her inside its warm arms when the cruel coldness of her life tries to kill her. But little did she know, the love she thought was sweet ended up being a poison for her.
The poison Ayra is drinking, will she be able to save herself before it can take her life and soul?

---"Why I'm not in love with you?" I sigh and drop my head in my hand.
He comes closer. So close that I can feel the air he's exhaling.
"Because", He whispers in my ear."If you were in love with me, It would have been perfect. And this life can't bear perfect things."
He pulls himself away from me. I look up into his eyes his eyes are shining in love. Glowing and telling me that he's the only one who'll love me always. Like the moon always orbits the earth. But here I'm, even after knowing everything, feeling every bit of love he has for me, I couldn't make myself fall in love with him. I didn't choose him. I just couldn't. My love is so stubborn that it makes me do everything it wants. It made me fall for a person for whom I'm too much. The person who only loves a version of me who isn't alive anymore. Who only loves daytime when I only exist in dark. And even though I have a person who loves me unconditionally, loves every version of me whether it's the happy one or the dead one... Who can turn the whole world around just for me, I can't love him. Love didn't allow me to choose him. Love made me wait for the person who's going further and further without turning to me once. Look at me I'm the dumb girl who's controlled by love. I'm too intoxicated with the sweet poison. My sweet poison Nyle.
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