Living Heartbroken (One Direction)

Can you imagine losing someone who has made such a big impact on your life?can you? What happens in life is nothing anyone has control of and thats what scares me the most..Uh, I don't know how to say this but, I met a amazing person! but, everything comes with there problems right? well I am the problem, more like my past catching up with me is the problem. This isn't going to be a sappy love story, this is a story of my constant battle with my self and my past. I can"t escape it but, I can hide. (THIS STORY USED TO BE 'WHY ME?')