"IS THE END REALLY THE END?"
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"everyone has fears, and today i will share mine with you."
this is a vent/reflective essay that i wrote, thought i would share- maybe we could talk about it- this has some messed up stuff so i'm giving many warnings (read the tags below) including d8@th. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!
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