Letter written to my self aged 15 scared & suicidal, summary of life & trauma.

J posting here cuz a friend wanted to read it.
I wrote this crazy horrible things happened to me all at once in march 29, 2021, this is not proof read, i just wrote it all, while crying.

Real story of my life
The title i used on the email in 03.29.2021
im scared of everything and everyone? - i am afraid, never had one person to actually care for me wtf. my head is in so much pain, idk. a cry for no help idk letter writen to my self aged 15 scared and sucicidal, summary of life and trauma experiences.