Will we last? (Bahja Rodriguez, Diggy Simmons & friends )

My boyfriend D, he's selfish, disrespectful, and rude: but i love him and put up with his mess. my best friend Diggy , he gives me butterflies, and a feeling that I've never had with D. Which one should I be with; but Will D change his ways and show me the love and affection? Will Diggy sweep me off my feet? I'm confused but since everything's in God's hands he'll do what makes me and everyone else happy. All my friends love me, im there go to person. I'm the glue that keep everyone together.