"Fuck Me"- He didn't know what to say. [ShinBakuKami]

Although it was never uttered, the unspoken words spun his heartstrings and tugged them tight, strangling him in the confinements of the godforsaken red string of fate.

Real or imaginary, he didn't care.

He knew he was bound for regret and sadness bound up in the chamber of the gun, pointed right at his heart.

Finger ready at the trigger..

Yet he couldn't imagine himself with anyone else, just them.. Their expressive faces, one smiley the embodiment of sunshine and the other a face of thunder. Yet.. he couldn't help but fall head over heels for them.

"This isn't going to be easy is it..?"

Though after all of this, he knew he couldn't have them. He didn't deserve them. No matter how much he yearned to be bound and entwined in their arms sprawled out on an all-too-small mattress.

"Fuck.."