His Secret Side
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Last published Thu, Aug 15, 2013
My name is Jake. I am sixteen years old. My mother died when I was thirteen and since then my father has become an alcoholic and abusive, I am constantly bullied by ignorant people at school because I am gay, but now, none of that matters. I have found the love of my life. The problem is, he's straight and one of the most homophobic guys I have ever met(publicly). But I'm going to change that, or at least try, because I know he has feelings for me too. I just don't know if he'll ever show them...
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