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You Deserve Better

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Parts 59
Time 17h 37m

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"You know people always say, God never makes mistakes but..." Ace begins, 

"You ever think of all the things God created, the high skies, the endless seas, the eternal gardens... You ever think of all the things he made, You were the one mistake that slipped through?" He tries his hardest to keep his voice monotone but his shaky demeanour gives him away

"Ace..." 

"Like your life was written from the start for the purpose of destruction? Like you were made to be the villain to everyone else's hero?" He scoffs, not even being able to look me in the eyes.  

"People search this life forever, wondering what their reason to not give up is, what their motivation is. What their purpose in this scary world could possibly be-" His eyes finally find their way to mine. His rough hand taking its place on the soft spot of my cheek as his thumb rubs my jaw.

"Eden, you are my purpose." 

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Eden is the perfect Church Girl in everyone else's eyes. her heart is set on only one thing and that is seeking God but little do they know her Masturbation addiction is the one thing that stops her from knowing God, that and the toxic love she has for the pastors son Ace Davis. 

Falling in love was never the plan for Ace Davis. especially not with someone like eden, He strives to prove the world wrong, to prove his addiction doesn't define him. But has he gone too far to go back? 

#1 Holy Spirit

Order of Books:
(This book can be read as a stand alone, although there will be some spoilers)

•Amazing Grace
•How Sweet the sound
•Soul ties
•You deserve better.All Rights Reserved

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