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Saudade.

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sadending sadness

Tw! The events inside of this book may contain triggering and/or sensitive material, such as, SA, homophobia, SV, abuse, SH, addiction, drugs, smoking, suicide, and alcohol, if any of these make you uncomfortable I would advise you not to read this.


Ruby, a teenage girl, moving to Scotland trying to let go of her traumatic past as she struggles to be as she once was, unable to see how strong she actually is.

Made by: Gabriel D. Oakes.All Rights Reserved

sadending sadness

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