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Afraid of Myself

Reads 340
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Parts 14
Time 36m

Reads 340
Votes 13
Parts 14
Time 36m

Mature

love problems romance suicide teen young

Shelby was a girl who would get lost in her own thoughts. She would think about the guy she likes, or just about anything else during school that could take her mind off of what was really happening. Her parents are in the middle of getting divorced which has affected her a lot. Lately she has been thinking about things she doesn't want to tell anyone. Things that she is scared of herself. Things that will end up hurting her and the people she loves in the end. 
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