This book is about you. Yes, you. The person thats hates yourself more than anyone. More than your parents, you best friend and even your own sister. Your life has been a series of suicidal thoughts, razor blades and endless tears. You've spent the last three years despising your family, the way they talk about you, the way they look at you. You're tired of you mother being swallowed by your step father, how the tiniest mistakes seem like doomsdays. You've finally had enough. You've said your peace. You've told your friends you love them. You told them not to be worried. You're tired of pretending something isn't wrong. You're tired of slapping on a smile and laughing like you have nothing to worry about. You're tired of living. You're tired.