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If I Feel I Want To Die

traumatizedautistic

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Parts 37
Time 12h 11m

Reads 14,399
Votes 615
Parts 37
Time 12h 11m

traumatizedautistic

bl notme theeclipse

Akk got expelled from Suppalo. He went to the cliffs to try to commit suicide but was stopped by a mute woman. Years later Akk is living under a new name with new friends and a new view of the world.

    Akk got into trouble with the law with his group of friends. He was betrayed by a man he thought he could trust. None of that mattered he couldn't get rid of the memories of Suppalo. The memories of Kan Wat and Thua. The memories of Ayan.

    But now that Ayan had found him again at a ROL protest he felt his world crumbling. All his old fears and insecurities that he had repressed were back on the surface.All Rights Reserved

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Second Chance by whizbee_

In his last life he gave it all to his little brother who was kidnapped at the age of five , recused at the age of sixteen. Extra care - Brother needed it. Parent's support - How could he even ask for it when his brother missed it for eleven years. Brother owed it. Arranged marriage with his best friend - He never wanted it in the first place. They are like bros! So, when his brother showed interest in his best friend , he encouraged it. All he wanted was a happy and complete family. But he never realised that all his efforts to give his brother a family , would separate him from his family. "Your brother is sick ! We can't attend your graduation." - Mother "Just come back after taking the certificate. I think it's serious." - Best friend. .... "Bro , we already left for the trip. Why were you so late ?"- Best friend. "Why didn't you pick up your calls ? Your brother was worried to death. He almost had a panic attack. We started the journey to distract him."- mother. ..... "Your brother is new to the family. How would he know you are allergic to eggs?" - Mother. "Just go to the hospital. Don't ruin his birthday." - Father. "Bro , why did you even eat that cake ? I can't leave the party to accompany you now." - Best friend. ...... He had enough. He loves his brother too but his love shouldn't be one sided "Do you all even care about me ?I am dying here. My allergy is severe. I can die." He shouts with a hoarse voice. "Nobody dies from egg allergy. Don't exaggerate." "You all are my family. You all know how serious it is. My limbs are getting numb." "We are sending the driver." "Is dd's birthday more important than my life ?" That was the last question he asked before his senses went shady. "How can you be jealous of your own brother." That's what he heard for the last time before everything went black. He chuckles in his fate. What a joke his life has become ! Wish he could get another chance , another chance to live once again !

Colours by Ha_runA

The guilt that crept into his heart grew thicker day by day, and he didn't have the strength to share it with anyone. He didn't have the courage to reveal it to anyone. He chose to keep it to himself because he knew that everyone would fall with him if he said even a word to anyone. He was not ready to be shunned by everyone. He was not ready to be ostracized by anyone, even more so by his members whom he considered to be family. They were his soul mates, and he wasn't ready for them to hate him and leave him if they discovered the reality he had hidden tightly in his heart.

Mine best bad friend by PankajVashisht6

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The Mysterious Male Empress and His Secrets by HemeiMari

He is from a very rare clan of a tribe that holds an unequaled beauty, brain, strength, and skills. He was exiled intentionally by his parents because he was the only male among his siblings that holds both genders along with a very rare secret. He vanished into the deepest part of a mysterious forest that only a few people can only enter for his parents was so scared for his safety and his cursed secret. With his combined traits as man and woman. He is rare indeed for anyone who wants him by their side which will change his life. It will be a roller coaster of experience, emotions, pain, anger and hurtful things but it's up to him if he wants a happy life or not. ⇥k7QKLq5j⇤ Disclaimer: I do not own the cover photo I'm using in my story. Credits to the owner of the photo.

The misunderstood hero and his frozen angel by sbrinda13

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Till Death Do Us Part by DRAPED

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Second Chance

In his last life he gave it all to his little brother who was kidnapped at the age of five , recused at the age of sixteen. Extra care - Brother needed it. Parent's support - How could he even ask for it when his brother missed it for eleven years. Brother owed it. Arranged marriage with his best friend - He never wanted it in the first place. They are like bros! So, when his brother showed interest in his best friend , he encouraged it. All he wanted was a happy and complete family. But he never realised that all his efforts to give his brother a family , would separate him from his family. "Your brother is sick ! We can't attend your graduation." - Mother "Just come back after taking the certificate. I think it's serious." - Best friend. .... "Bro , we already left for the trip. Why were you so late ?"- Best friend. "Why didn't you pick up your calls ? Your brother was worried to death. He almost had a panic attack. We started the journey to distract him."- mother. ..... "Your brother is new to the family. How would he know you are allergic to eggs?" - Mother. "Just go to the hospital. Don't ruin his birthday." - Father. "Bro , why did you even eat that cake ? I can't leave the party to accompany you now." - Best friend. ...... He had enough. He loves his brother too but his love shouldn't be one sided "Do you all even care about me ?I am dying here. My allergy is severe. I can die." He shouts with a hoarse voice. "Nobody dies from egg allergy. Don't exaggerate." "You all are my family. You all know how serious it is. My limbs are getting numb." "We are sending the driver." "Is dd's birthday more important than my life ?" That was the last question he asked before his senses went shady. "How can you be jealous of your own brother." That's what he heard for the last time before everything went black. He chuckles in his fate. What a joke his life has become ! Wish he could get another chance , another chance to live once again !