Journeys with my Gun
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  • Reads 764
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  • Parts 60
  • Time 11h 19m
Ongoing, First published Nov 24, 2022
Mature
Overview           

 🦘My story will take you through my Army experiences including the dreadful inhumane mess that was the Vietnam War. 
Vietnam was mostly unknown to Australia before the war and whilst it is now a popular tourist destination, little is known about the war and our involvement in it. 
My involvement concluded with severe PTSD and a shocking journey into memory loss and a foray into the outback of Australia. 
Following the Vietnam disaster and my struggle with mental stress, my story will take you through my role as a recruit Instructor during national service years at the training battalion near Wagga NSW. 
Then a transfer to the Military Police which involved mainly training roles with the Corps and in a now forgotten loan of Australian Military Police to the British Army during the height of the troubles involving the Irish Republican Army and the Cold War security of what was West Germany whilst attached tithe British Army of the Rhine. 
My 20 years in the regular Army concluded as a Warrant Officer Class One. I followed on for 2 years as a training Warrant Officer in the Citizen Military Forces. 
Then it's onwards to read about my scary upbringing in the following 'Journey to war' story which relates my upbringing by a hateful mother culminating in an amazing journey to an extremely remote cattle station as a 12 year old. That experience presented a hard life, a huge learning curve and included a saga which now seems surreal, was this me or a movie I once saw. 
As is said, 'wait there's more' including the S.A public service, a dreadful shock to the system after  I sneaked in as a training officer. As well, a period as a training 
consultant and ten years in mining management.
Then life struck hard as you will understand if you decide to read on. 
So ! this is me, surviving Polio, being booted out of home and stranded in a lonely city far from home, later lost in the wilderness of the great outback, the trauma and legacy of personal loss.
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