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Cold And Warm

_Shidareyanagi_

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_Shidareyanagi_

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"You are loved. Maybe you don't feel loved right now. But that doesn't mean you are unwanted. No matter what you see or hear, know yourself and believe that there is nothing to be afraid of. Know this, what you see may not always be true."

Happiness is something that can be gained through true love. No matter how much you try to erase these memories, it stays on, for eternity. You feel like you need love, but all you remember is fragments of it. Fragments that are too subtle, but at the same time, vivid.

The story 'Cold And Warm' revolves around a girl and her memories of the people she loves.
Read on and enjoy at your own risk.All Rights Reserved

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DELUSIONS cover

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DELUSIONS

I thought my life was perfect and I had it all figured out. Something happened and now I'm stuck in therapy with Dr. Lee. But I don't need therapy I'm ok, at least that's what the voices have told me... I keep having this dream where i love someone and they love me It felt so real, it felt so real that my heart breaks every single morning. - Abbey Glover Thank youu @Myths_Allegories for the beautiful cover!!!!!