As they laugh
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Last published Sat, Mar 14, 2015
As they laugh i sit there and repeat over and over in my head 4 hours till i end my life. On my way home a kid even says he would like it if killed my self. One person can be thanked for keeping me from slitting my wrists she yelled at the kid who said those words to me. One person kept me from staining my tub red.
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