I didn't regret it. I should have but I didn't. Every kiss, every caress, every word he said took me to another world. and even when I knew that I was just a secret to him. just a little boy that he played with behind closed doors only. I didn't care one bit. Cause he was my first my best my rock he was my man. and I loved him with all of his flaws. even the biggest one of them. and that was him being already taken. by my best friend.