Afraid

"I don't think Khao likes me." I thought watching him smiling at her, I do never see him smiling at me like that even we have sex at the bathroom afterclass, he always snort or sometimes frown whenever he see me and that thing kinda "makes me feel sad."

I wanted Khao to look at me like that, I was hurt to see him happy with her and not me. I know that khao didn't like me from the very start he just want to see me suffering, I know that I have no chance of Khao liking me but that's okay atleast he always spare time with me even that moments are always beating and him forcing me to have sex with him and even I didn't make him mine at the end. I was still happy for him. And that's a lie.

-First