My True love

My name deja and honestly I just wish my life could be a little better .I'm 22 and still don't understand this shit called love . I mean I'm in a relationship but really don't even know what's going on not sure if the man love me or what but I guess I'll figure out soon . I just have to keep my head up but falling into depression is a fucking headache my emotions are every where and when I look in the mirror I don't even know who the fuck I am .