Anonymously Yours

"I miss you so much Kai, I'm really struggling with this sudden distance. I'm scared of losing you every single day."
"Shawry I don't know what to say I'm sorry. No amount of words can take away what you're currently feeling right now."
" Be honest with me, is there someone who looks at you the way I did."
"Till date I have never come across someone who looks at me the way you did, those were very big shoes you put on in my life, and I don't think any random girl in our era could ever fill those shoes ever. When I lost you, I lost a bestfriend, a confidant, someone I was considering as my future wife and some day a mother to my kids. I lost so much, there were so many days I spent with you and I wanted to fuck you so bad in so many ways, and fuck I wish I did. But I saw this coming, and that's why I ensured we made worthwhile memories when we were together. I discovered you, your feelings, your fears, your joy and your body too. I shared parts of myself I never showed to anyone else but you. So please hold on and don't give up on us just yet."