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The life I craved

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Reads 35
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Parts 21
Time 52m

abuse drama mafia mystery romance

Disassociation, a very well known friend, sucks me in and drags me around as if my mental state is a rag doll. Lost doesn't explain it. Every year I build up this little box to protect myself from wandering off in this colorless objectless plane. And each year I build the walls thicker and thicker. Eventually I'll have no room to move. No air to breathe. Just stuck in this tiny box, filling it with the thoughts that fall from my ears, that I may eventually drown in.

Genevieve is held captive for 14 years when Kane, her childhood friend finds her. Unsure of what really happened he takes her in and rehabilitates her. 

What will happen when the puzzle pieces together? Will Genevieve be able to live a full and happy life? Will Kane be able to provide that for her?All Rights Reserved

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Never Again (A Near Love Story(Death Note) (discontinued)

It was the drunk diver who started it. With one swerve killed both my parents and sent me and my brother into some foster place. Then it was that fever. They did nothing. They couldn't do anything, it was to late, my brother was gone. Now I wander the streets of Japan with a new look, new name, new title, and a new life. Not a pretty one, and definitely not a clean one, but it's all I got. With my only two friends at my side and my scythes in my hands I'm fine. Well I was, until I met a boy who changed everything. I hate him. He made me rethink my whole life. The things I do and why I do them. Because of him my whole life was turned upside down and now I don't know where to go or where I even am. Because of this boy, wounds reopen. Truths revile, and lies open up from my past to haunt my every step. I hate that boy, but...at the same time I don't. Can I really? I mean, can a person like me, who's done such wrong and has felt such pain really, I mean really...fall in love? ____________________________________________________________________________ Maria Case lives an awful life. Her only friends are two shinigamis. One who is her's and another who as been banished from her home. With shinigami eyes and a death note Maria is equipped to end her parents, but they die before she can do it. After losing her little brother to disease Maria decides she's done with life in America. She then hops the next flight to Tokyo Japan where she, Ciro, and Kenyo set up a new life. At first, everything is fine, but when the now Luna meets some weird detectives while working on an even weirder case she starts to rethink everything. Luna is forced to weigh experience and love, and moral and duty. Also, when her past and all her locks and chains begin to loosen how will Luna react, and more importantly, how will the world react?