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The life I craved

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abuse drama mafia mystery romance

Disassociation, a very well known friend, sucks me in and drags me around as if my mental state is a rag doll. Lost doesn't explain it. Every year I build up this little box to protect myself from wandering off in this colorless objectless plane. And each year I build the walls thicker and thicker. Eventually I'll have no room to move. No air to breathe. Just stuck in this tiny box, filling it with the thoughts that fall from my ears, that I may eventually drown in.

Genevieve is held captive for 14 years when Kane, her childhood friend finds her. Unsure of what really happened he takes her in and rehabilitates her. 

What will happen when the puzzle pieces together? Will Genevieve be able to live a full and happy life? Will Kane be able to provide that for her?All Rights Reserved

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