I know what it's like... You may think I don't but then you'd be wrong. Everyday, to feel unbearable pain... I know that feeling.. And although you may think you have it worse just because you have one more circumstance than me... It's not proof that you have it worse. I was in your shoes. I felt what you felt. Mine went on everyday just like yours, but just because I don't have it now, doesn't mean that it's worse for you. I'm just a survivor. I went 12 years living with someone who couldn't even show they loved me because they loved they're computer more. The pain, yeah it's unbearable but so are the thoughts you come up with when you don't feel the love you need to feel. People don't understand. They think I'm all these terrible things yet they don't even know me. They think they do, but they don't know my story nor what I live through. No one will ever pay attention enough to know the love I needed through my sad, sad days. The worst part, no one will ever care.