deep down, you always knew. - Ruikasa angst
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‼️⚠️TW⚠️‼️ suicide attempt, self harm, bullying, attempted murder, abuse, homophobia, gay ships, abuse mentions, blood, hallucinations, panic attacks, and mentions of ed.
A tsukasa angst focus where tsukasas classmates find out about his childish dream to become a star. How did they find out? Well... One day, they followed tsukasa to one of his rehearsals at Pheonix Wonderland to try and sabotage his next performance. What will the rest of the members do when they find out after the catastrophe? Or more specifically, what will rui do..?
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