The world in the MC's perspective, is a lost one.
N is a lost entity yet knows his surroundings, the harsh reality he faced is written based on his own mindset toward the world.
(Mild language yet sensitive)
One day, you think you understand yourself and you know what your life is and is going to be; the next day, someone new sits down next to you and suddenly everything rearranges itself and you have to find your place in what feels like a whole new world. A novelization of Heartstopper from Nick's perspective.