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In My Mind
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Ongoing, First published Feb 14, 2015
Poems and thoughts I would usually keep to myself. 

I used to hide them in a journal, but then I thought; what's the point in writing all of this when no one will read it? If I wasn't going to share any of this, It was just going to be a waste. It's like having this extraordinary thought and when you don't expose it, there was no use in thinking it. So then I decided to upload some stuff on wattpad myself. 

Everything I upload and share, will mean a great value, if not, more. Some things in here are very personal. 

I hope in the end I'll look back and thank myself for choosing this opportunity.
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hey watt pad readers! I know my other story didn't seem to go as planned so I decided I'm going to write a new one and possibly resume the other if I have time! This story is going to be about a beautiful girl and her mistakes and challenges of becoming a young adult. let me know if you have any suggestions or feedback! Please follow and vote for me as well! I'd love to here your comments and read your stories. I will update as often as I can. just a warning it make get a little intense ;)