In My Mind
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  • Reads 1,334
  • Votes 89
  • Parts 94
  • Time 51m
Ongoing, First published Feb 14, 2015
Poems and thoughts I would usually keep to myself. 

I used to hide them in a journal, but then I thought; what's the point in writing all of this when no one will read it? If I wasn't going to share any of this, It was just going to be a waste. It's like having this extraordinary thought and when you don't expose it, there was no use in thinking it. So then I decided to upload some stuff on wattpad myself. 

Everything I upload and share, will mean a great value, if not, more. Some things in here are very personal. 

I hope in the end I'll look back and thank myself for choosing this opportunity.
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(NOTE: I'M NOT PROFESSIONAL, SO DON'T JUDGE ME IF I WROTE SOMETHING WRONG.) Some people make friends, and some people may not be as friendly as they think they are. Each of us has had our point of view when dealing with a problem. We are free to choose who will interact with us and desire to be part of our lives, and some may not. But how will you take care of it? If you are not free to love someone, someone you admire the most, but you can't for some reason, Would you still choose her and love her? Or would you rather hurt them and push them away? It's hard to make decisions and take action, but you have to, not for yourself but for your loved one. Will you hope to remain?