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Dear Sam(my)

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Set before season 6: "Lisa had bought Dean a journal. Yep, one hundred pages, college ruled and all. All right, in all fairness, Dean knew he was messed up—okay, really, really, really, messed up. However, Dean had found his muse with alcohol—like normal. But...this wasn't his quote-on-quote 'normal,' binge drinking, and he knew that."All Rights Reserved

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