I miss my dad..
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Cold Water
[BWWM] I was only twelve years old when the world turned cold. The day my mom died in that car accident, I felt like someone had dumped a bucket of ice water over my heart. My dad, who had always been my hero, suddenly became a stranger, filled with rage and blame. He couldn't see that I was hurting, too; he only saw me as a reminder of his loss. The accusations cut deep. He said it was my fault for being there, for not doing something to save her. For being the reason she was in the car in the first place. In the years that followed, things only got worse. The abuse started gradually-a harsh word here, a shove there-but it escalated, leaving scars that I carried long after the physical pain faded. I was drowning in my own despair, struggling to keep my head above water while my father's anger raged like a storm around me. I only had a break from his anger when I started living with Aunt Dina-my mom's older sister. Well, that was because she found me nearly dead on my bed after I took a dozen pills. I was tired of living. I had hit rock bottom. The harsh whispers that followed me around and the stares at school. I pretended not to notice, like it didn't bother me. But it did. I was alone. Then came Athalia, a ray of sunshine cutting through my darkness. With her, I felt something I hadn't felt in years-happiness. She became my light through the darkness and my lifeline. ••••••••••• ● Warnings ⚠️ ~ Mention of suicide ~ Anxiety attacks ~ Rape attempt ~ Mention of self-harm ~ DepressionComplete
Fragments of Arlene
Arlene Gray is falling apart-and she doesn't even know it yet. At just fourteen, Arlene navigates the jagged edges of a life defined by chaos: a father who vanished years ago, a mother who's given up, and the suffocating ache of a world that never seems to fit. Her days blur together in smoke-filled alleys, stolen moments, and crimson threads that mark her skin-her only attempt to control the uncontrollable. Then there's Syl, Arlene's magnetic and reckless best friend. Syl pulls her into a world of thrills and danger, where the line between exhilaration and destruction disappears. But as their bond tightens, so do the consequences, leading Arlene into a spiral of secrets, self-destruction, and near-disasters she can't outrun. Arlene must confront the cracks in her carefully constructed facade. But in a life where nothing feels real, how do you hold on to the fragments of yourself without breaking completely? (still a work in progress, i will be adding more!!!)
Planetary
General TW don't read if you're sensitive to heavy/kinda dark topics if not thanks for reading Planetary! (Edited 2025)
Ten Twenty-Six
"Why didn't you come back?" He asked, stopping to hold her shoulders. She furrowed her eyebrows together, looking away from him to look at the ground. "I needed to go home. I needed to heal." "Exactly," He smiled softly, "If they can't understand what happened did to you-" She looked back to him, hugging her arms around herself. "-Then they don't deserve you at all." - - sequel to seven twenty-eight ! please go back & read that, if you haven't -tw ! themes of suicide and drug abuse -prewritten (2020)Complete
𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 || 𝐎𝐂 ✮ 𝐎𝐂
Please, try not to hate her. She's just a girl, after all. She's still figuring things out and doesn't understand what love truly means. She's never learned how to love or be loved. It's not entirely her fault. Others should have tried harder to understand her instead of blaming her. They left her feeling abandoned and labeled her as a monster. She's lost in a whirlwind of emotions she can't comprehend. So please, don't condemn her. ________________ Entry for the 8 Chapter Challenge and I have succeeded in it!! STARTED: 24/10/2023 FINISHED: 30/10/2023 ★2nd in '#8ChapterChallenge' 31/10/2023 ★4th in '#freepalestine' 31/10/2023Complete
Falling Apart
*TRIGGER WARNING: DEALS WITH DEPRESSION, SELF HARM AND SUICIDE* Amber is sixteen years old and to sugarcoat it... She hasn't had the best upbringing. She would love a different life, one where she can see her mother again and not be stuck with her abusive father. A life where she doesn't get taunted and hit and torn apart by everyone who she has ever seen. But she would never swap, she doesn't want anyone to endure the pain she's gone through. So instead, she tries to get rid of it... Again. But much to her disbelief, she is saved by the people she would least expect. She learns secrets about them that no one else knows. She feels included. Cared for. And dare I say it... She felt loved. For once in her life, she felt truly happy to be alive. But just when Amber felt safe, her life was flipped upside down and her past came back to haunt her just when she least expected it... (Sorry, I suck at descriptions, don't let it put you off) Ranking: #64 in Awareness #15 in Mental Health Awareness #73 in saddnessComplete
the downfall // richie tozier angst // reddie
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✧ 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊, 𝖒𝖊 𝖓𝖔𝖗𝖒𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖞 ✧ 𝖗. 𝖘𝖍𝖎𝖉𝖔𝖚 𝖝 𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖉𝖊𝖗 ✧
"𝗶𝗱 𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝗲 𝗻𝗼𝗿𝗺𝗮𝗹, 𝘆𝗲𝘀 𝘀𝗼 𝗻𝗼𝗿𝗺𝗮𝗹..." "𝗶 𝘀𝘂𝗴𝗴𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘄𝗲 𝗸𝗲𝗲𝗽 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗶𝗻𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗺𝗮𝗹" ✧ 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝘄𝗼𝗼𝗱. 𝗜𝗡 𝗪𝗛𝗜𝗖𝗛 ➟ 𝗮 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗸 𝗼𝗯𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗲𝗱, 𝗲𝗺𝗼𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗹𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝘀𝘂𝗿𝗴𝗲𝗼𝗻 𝗳𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘀 𝗶𝗻 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗮𝗻 𝗮𝗴𝗴𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝘀𝗼𝗰𝗰𝗲𝗿 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗲𝗿. 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗽𝗼𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗯𝗹𝘆 𝗴𝗼 𝘄𝗿𝗼𝗻𝗴-? ! 𝗮𝗻𝗴𝘀𝘁𝘆 ! ! 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗶𝗻𝘀 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗸 𝘁𝗼𝗽𝗶𝗰𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗘𝗗𝘀, 𝗱𝗲𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗼𝗻, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗱𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗵 ! ! 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱 𝗮𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝗿𝗶𝘀𝗸 ! started-11/24/23 at 11:55 PM ended-12/28/25 at 7:34 AM status- completed!Complete
[BWWM] I was only twelve years old when the world turned cold. The day my mom died in that car accident, I felt like someone had dumped a bucket of ice water over my heart. My dad, who had always been my hero, suddenly became a stranger, filled with rage and blame. He couldn't see that I was hurting, too; he only saw me as a reminder of his loss. The accusations cut deep. He said it was my fault for being there, for not doing something to save her. For being the reason she was in the car in the first place. In the years that followed, things only got worse. The abuse started gradually-a harsh word here, a shove there-but it escalated, leaving scars that I carried long after the physical pain faded. I was drowning in my own despair, struggling to keep my head above water while my father's anger raged like a storm around me. I only had a break from his anger when I started living with Aunt Dina-my mom's older sister. Well, that was because she found me nearly dead on my bed after I took a dozen pills. I was tired of living. I had hit rock bottom. The harsh whispers that followed me around and the stares at school. I pretended not to notice, like it didn't bother me. But it did. I was alone. Then came Athalia, a ray of sunshine cutting through my darkness. With her, I felt something I hadn't felt in years-happiness. She became my light through the darkness and my lifeline. ••••••••••• ● Warnings ⚠️ ~ Mention of suicide ~ Anxiety attacks ~ Rape attempt ~ Mention of self-harm ~ Depression
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