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I Don't Want To Go [A Bucky Barnes Story]

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Reads 884
Votes 26
Parts 14
Time 3h 36m

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Bucky Barnes has been through an insurmountable amount of trauma and pain, more than one person should ever have to go through. After going to war, being captured by HYDRA, and becoming a mind-controlled prisoner for over 70 years, the only thing he wants is to be left alone. 

Alexis Daniels is just trying to survive after being abandoned once again by the people she loves the most. But, hey, at least she has her bar. All she wants is to enjoy her nights in inside a good bottle of whiskey and a trashy romance novel to avoid her nightmares...

These two have no idea that their entire lives are about to change after a certain super-soldier on the run stumbles into the bar, taking a chance at his newfound "freedom."

A/N: I own no rights to any Marvel characters. This work of fiction will depict scenes of alcohol abuse, domestic violence, and mature situations. 18+ only. Thank You.All Rights Reserved

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