Remember ♧{Boys love | BL | Boy X Boy}

The words spoken by the most painful of memories was a blur to him, he had no idea if it was intentional or as a way to protect that memory. A scar he never wanted to touch.

So many voices disturbed his train of thought, the way they spoke to him was condescending, as if he wasn't a human being but a little puppy. But he let his own life sink into the helplessness.

Was he just tired of everything or was there more to it, he didn't know. He just had what he held on to. But what if it would slip out of his hands?

Would he be able to bare the same torment as that day, that moment as if he was fine when he faced those people.

Acting innocent while secretly engaged in business behind their backs. He needs the taste of power to survive, but would he be able to care anymore?

Does his pain affect him in anyway?

'You are much more than this and you know it, please pull yourself out of this abyss!' A caring loving voice that once had soothed his soul faded with the wind as time went by his grasp on his memory was getting foggy.

'Don't ever be defeated by the world as it can't crush your soul unless you let it, be who you are and never loose yourself.' The wise call of a man, a blurry figure in fact but still at those moments he could clearly feel the love and care that was coming off of the man's entire being.

"Where are you, both of you?" He had asked that question countless times yet it still hasn't been answered, the biggest mystery in his life was who were they and how would he move on without them. They held the truth and innocence he had once lost.

Can I truly find them and when will we meet? When will I get to fully know who you are? Can I truly be me?