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I won't hesitate to choose you over and over again.

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confused memories mixsignals pain straight suicidal taglish trauma

Kiel Alonso a grade 12 student under ICT strand and he lives in the Philippines. Kiel is the type of person who don't really talk to others but never treats them cold, he is the opposite. He is kind, loving and caring if you get to know him. 

Nina Buenaventura also a grade 12 student but she's under STEM and loves any science related. She loves to watch anime and her personality is the opposite of her face. She looks like she can be approach easily but she's not, she's the opposite. Unlike Kiel, Nina couldn't be approach that easily. Nina hates talking to others and if she do, it's only if you are her friends or family. 

What will happened if a person who is hiding the pain like Kiel and a traumatized person like Nina fall inlove with each other? Will it leads to happy ending? or another thing to be afraid of.

Two people who want to be heal and found each other. I wonder how will their love story ends.All Rights Reserved

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First Love cover

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The Player Next Door cover

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First Love

Samantha and Kei were neighbors and classmates for years. She has being in love with him for a while. So when his parents decided to move to Japan, Samantha was left with a broken heart. She worked so hard to get a scholarship to spend her last trimester of high school in Tokyo. But when she succeeded, she was surprised by a different Kei, cold and cruel. She didn't recognize her childhood friend anymore. Has she lost her first love forever? *************************** Our lips were locked for a while before I pulled away. When I did, the smirk on Kei's face had disappeared alright. My lips curled upward, happy with the reaction I got. But a few seconds later, Kei's smile almost split his face in two. The only thought I could hear in my head was 'What have I done?' "Well this only proves my theory of you being a pervert." The heat on my face was getting unbearable. "You know, this still doesn't answer my question, how much do you like me?"