Sitting home while depressed... Fuck! Focus!
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MatureComplete Tue, Dec 20, 2022<5 mins
"Feeling sad all the time is hard... If I want things to change." *stunning and stop drinking suddenly makes my body aware of everything when I'm sitting, and getting sober*
"Although I won't feel like doing anything when I'm depressed... If I do get horny in early."
"I have a job. I have friends! I have a life... I have this feeling like not just my brain."
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